I'm..I'm bleeding in love

Dear you,

I know I supposed to say this right in front of you,but I dont think I could. I'm sorry and I meant it.

I just wanna save your heart,the only thing that I want so desperately. Can't you see she only want to break your heart apart? She doesn't really like you. Its breaking my heart when I see you slept on her doorstep.

I felt like an idiot when you stood just a heartbeat away from me,when I should've taken the chance. But I dont. Yes,I DONT. I know this is not an exception but I was afraid. I got so many question running in my head all day all night. Is your heart breaking? Am I out of time? Did I ever cross your mind? Is there somebody else on your mind? Is your heart taken? What would you do if I confess my feeling? How do you feel about me now?

Everyday,I pray for you. I see your beautiful eyes everytime I close mine. Somehow I saw how you were looking at me. It's makes me keep wondering what do you think about me. I never telling anybody I have crush on you and I think I'm punching over my weight. I'm sorry,if I had known that I'd be feeling this way,I will never ever let you go. No no never...I would never leave you torn apart.Oh my ASDFGHJGG can't you see I'm bleeding in love? How come you never notice*did you*? All you need,all you want has been right here under your nose. Don't you ever dare to say that you know how this feeling could hurt me,no you have no idea about how much I love you. You don't know how awful am I feel when I let you go when I should've kiss you.

And the scariest thing is when I'm thinking about this...Maybe two people are destined to fall in love but not to be together in the end. Oh God,save me...

Well,happy Val's day...dear you.

You loved.

Much love,

Amel :')

Bummer!

Ini sms adek gue. Dan gue ga pernah nyangka cuma dengan satu sms gue bisa ga makan dua hari :'(

I was really sad,tears stream down my face. I was try to scream out but my voice is numb. . .

Haha I wonder if I will look good if I dyed my hair X)

I want to dye my hair. Is it look good on me? :3

My God!!! They're impossible to resist!!

I do not own the video.
Gosh! They lived in the same world with me OMG!!! OMG!! OMG!!! hahaha this vid is about 1D fan event stockholm. When did they will visit Indonesia? :'( *cry a river*

Well yea honestly I was raped the replay button because I love at how liam shakes every one's hand with both hands (4:48) and 'awww' at harry's knuckle touch (5:53) and I even laugh when Zayn laugh at the girls who cried lmao (5:19) and I love how louis try to calm down the girl who was crying ( 5:19 too,just notice how louis leaned forward ) (*'v'*) haha that's why I love those guys :)]

I'm a proud directioner, lol just sayin'



Ah ya,Harry's birthday is tomorrow!!!
I know he won't read this but yeah Happy B'day,Harry! Your dimples is impossible to resist :)

I heart ONE DIRECTION!!!!!

Brownies oh Brownies...

Heyho!!

I'm back *grin* haha. Nope,hari ini gue ga bakal cerita soal brownies,tapi gue mau bagi resep brownies ckck yaaa ga jamin bakal enak sih tapi bolehlah ya buat nyemil - nyemil sendiri. Let's check it out!


Bahan :

* 14 Telur
* 800gr Gula Pasir
* 500gr Tepung
* 90gr Cokelat Van Houten
* 800ml Minyak Bimoli
* Vanilli secukupnya
* Kenari / Keju buat taburan (aha!) ---> cincang terlebih dahulu

Cara Membuat :

- Campurkan 14 butir telur dengan gula pasir,mixer selama 45 menit ( mixer dengan kecepatan tinggi yaaa)
- Setelah adonan mengembang,masukan tepung sedikit demi sedikit.
- Setelah tercampur rata,turunkan kecepatan mixer pada kecepatan sedang.
- Masukkan cokelat bubuk sedikit demi sedikit hingga tercampur rata.

- Setelah tercampur rata,turunkan kecepatan mixer pada kecepatan rendah lalu masukkan minyak secara perlahan - lahan. Mixer selama 10 menit ( Kalau mixernya kelamaan,brownies bisa keras )

- Masukkan vanilli sakarepmu secukupnya hehe

- Siapkan talang,olesi dengan sedikit minya agar tidak lengket lalu tuang adonan brownies.

- Taburkan kenari di atasnya.

- Bake dengan oven selama kurang lebih 45 menit.

Otreyyy that's it!

Brownies siap dihidangkan. 1 Resep ini jadinya 2 talang yaaa....

PS : Selama di oven,sering - sering dicheck yaaa...kalo udah matang,angkat aja. Caranya ambil tooth pick,tusukkan ke tengah brownies,bila tidak ada adonan yang menempel,berarti brownies sudah matang.

Young Homie :) with lyrics! This is so inspiring :')

"Young Homie"

Open up my mind with these spoken words,
Let this music heal like an overture,
She’s the only one, one, one, yeah,
And so I roll with her, ooh,
That’s how it’s supposed to be,
Living life with loved ones close to me,
Shh, ahh, this is the remedy,
And I got the recipe, I don’t need no Hennessy,
Yeah, it’s been three years now,
Haven’t had a drink and I’m starting to see clear now,
I’m putting all my fears down,
I can hear the cheers now,
Seeing peace signs when I look around

Hey, young homie what you trippin’ on
Looking at life, like how did I get it wrong,
Life’s too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along,
Hey, big homie what you trippin’ on,
What you really tripping on,
Life’s too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along

Give peace to the war in the streets,
Give peace to the evil that creeps, yeah,
I just ride, put my hand to the sky,
Live life like I’m never gon’ die,
See we be fighting and fussing over nothing,
So much destruction, looking upwards,
Combusting like nothing, now listen,
It takes education, to change your reputation,
From bad to good, you're even better now you’re elevating,
They be singing, family's hanging, everybody's chillin'
Not gonna stop this, living on the feeling,
Man this is the real thing, tell me can you feel me,
Wait until they drop this, dancing on the ceiling,

Hey, young homie what you trippin’ on
Looking at life, like how did I get it wrong,
Life’s too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along,
Hey, big homie what you trippin’ on,
What you really tripping on,
Life’s too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along

[Live version extra:]
Hey, young homie what you trippin’ on
Looking at life, like how did I get it wrong
What you really trippin’ on,
Life’s too short, gotta live it long,
To my brothers and sisters when will we get along
They never thought I'd make it this far,
Look, now here we are,
See, I never thought I'd take it this far

Brb blog

I'll be right back,buddy!! I just have final exam :) Wish me luck *crossing fingers*

Well,see ya! :D

Oh-My-God!!!! :*

Click the picture!!! *Gue pingsan*

Sky under the sea

I still remember the night you try to kiss me through the window....I tried to settle for the taste of touching glass over the sound of answering machines, because I love the way your voice

- Pierce The Veil

Just keep talkin'...keep talkin' cause I love to hear your voice...your voice again even if you just talk about the randomest shit and I probably already told you,but I'm going to keep saying it...I love you!

I love you

1 Korintus 13:4 :)

Ini dia salah satu ayat fave gue, 1 Corinthians 13:4

Kasih itu sabar; kasih itu murah hati; ia tidak cemburu. Ia tidak memegahkan diri dan tidak sombong.

Ia tidak melakukan yang tidak sopan dan tidak mencari keuntungan diri sendiri. Ia tidak pemarah dan tidak menyimpan kesalahan orang lain.

Ia tidak bersukacita karena ketidakadilan tetapi karena kebenaran.

Ia menutupi segala sesuatu,percaya segala sesuatu,mengharapkan segala sesuatu,sabar menanggung segala sesuatu.

And last but not least is 1 Corinthians 13:13 :

"Demikianlah ketiga hal ini,yaitu iman,pengharapan dan kasih,dan yang paling besar di antaranya ialah kasih"

I love you because. . .

I'm glad I did meet you and I'm glad I fallin' in love with you but its not because

YOU were the one who always ask me if anything was wrong.

The one who loved me for me.

YOU were the one who cared when everyone else didn't.

The one who listened.

YOU were the one who stayed up late just to talk about the randomest shit ever.

The one who I told the secrets to.

YOU were the one who taught me new things.

The one who laughed at my bad jokes.

YOU were the one who did things,just for me.

I love you not for what you are, I love you because I just love you

without any single reason :)

Ini sudah benar dari awal...aku mencintaimu tanpa tanda tanya.

Love ya          

Amel

New Year..New Blog!!! :)

Hello!!!!
Happy new year yahhh haha thank You,Lord Jesus akhirnya sampe juga di 2012 :)
Mmm by the way ini blog baru gue. Yang lama udah setahun ga pernah diurusin dan alhasil gue lupa password email,akun google sama blog gue muhahaha.


Seperti orang - orang kebanyakan,gue juga berharap tahun ini keluarga dan kehidupan gue bisa lebih baik dari tahun - tahun kemarin. Malahan kalo bisa gue pengen tiap hari gue jadi orang yang lebih baik dari yang kemarin. Yaaa ga usah yang muluk - muluk,kayak misalnya yang hari ini gue masih malas bersih - bersih kamar,besok - besok gue jadi rajin dsb dst dll haha yang paling penting gue pengen kuliah gue cepat - cepat selesai,pengen ortu gue sehat,rukun,bahagia,pengen ade gue kuliah,yahh banyaklah.
Dan yang paling penting satu lagi yang gue pengen,,pelayanan dan gue belum berani #krik krik