I know I supposed to say this right in front of you,but I dont think I could. I'm sorry and I meant it.
I just wanna save your heart,the only thing that I want so desperately. Can't you see she only want to break your heart apart? She doesn't really like you. Its breaking my heart when I see you slept on her doorstep.
I felt like an idiot when you stood just a heartbeat away from me,when I should've taken the chance. But I dont. Yes,I DONT. I know this is not an exception but I was afraid. I got so many question running in my head all day all night. Is your heart breaking? Am I out of time? Did I ever cross your mind? Is there somebody else on your mind? Is your heart taken? What would you do if I confess my feeling? How do you feel about me now?
Everyday,I pray for you. I see your beautiful eyes everytime I close mine. Somehow I saw how you were looking at me. It's makes me keep wondering what do you think about me. I never telling anybody I have crush on you and I think I'm punching over my weight. I'm sorry,if I had known that I'd be feeling this way,I will never ever let you go. No no never...I would never leave you torn apart.Oh my ASDFGHJGG can't you see I'm bleeding in love? How come you never notice*did you*? All you need,all you want has been right here under your nose. Don't you ever dare to say that you know how this feeling could hurt me,no you have no idea about how much I love you. You don't know how awful am I feel when I let you go when I should've kiss you.
And the scariest thing is when I'm thinking about this...Maybe two people are destined to fall in love but not to be together in the end. Oh God,save me...
Well,happy Val's day...dear you.
You loved.
Much love,
Amel :')